Saturday, November 25, 2006

Yesterday went out with Jenson, Rachael and Joan. Haha..it have been quite sometime le when the last time i meet them. We meet @ Plaza Singapura and i was late so i oso feel bad cause meet them after so long le then oso late abt 30 mins. Haha, but when i reached there, surprisingly i am the 1st one reached there -_-" and i am the one who stay the furthest away lo. We chit chat along the way and went ard sight seeing and then ended up in the arcade so i just sit/stand there looking at them playing lo, haha, they spend quite a long time there playing, anyway i am oso quite enjoying looking at them play. After that i meet one of my other frienz at Plaza Singapuru oso and we tok abt alot of things. Heard about alot of things that i have already knew but is the other side of the story. Anyway, if i didnt know the other side of the story, i oso knew what is the things that realli happened, maybe u knew the person for a veri short period of time but i believe the person i noe is not like this. After telling me all the things, i am glad that i didn't believe the wrong person. At that night, alot of mixed feeling, maybe the person is still the same but things had changed. Feeling sad inside but must oso force yrself to smile and act the way i "should" react. I jus dont wanna to add more problem to someone else as my friend already got so mani problem and was not veri happy le. Everytime u asked someone to think of the good thing and forget abt the unhappy de to be happy, keep asking other ppl to be happy and yrself is keep acting to be happy whereas u are not so as not to affect others. It's enuff, i realli cannot cheat myself anymore, once my friend leave, all the memories came back in split secs and when u are alone then u can realli be yrself. Take sometime to make myself feel better and later on met Rachael they all for movie. Quite Sorry for they all cause have been feeling veri moody the whole nite and let u all worry le. Anyway what i can do now is just cherish what u got now until when the time come when you all have less contact, u will miss all the time u all have in the past but no matter how hard u still need to accept everything, be strong be brave and move on, thinking back maybe it is just oso part of life ...
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