Wednesday, November 22, 2006

I have been at home about 2 weeks time le... I was quite slack lo so didnt update my blog and my friend is complaining now. I have changed to a new blog because i think this year 2006, i have experienced alot of things and i have changed my view towards my life and other aspects. A new blog means the starting of a new chapter of my life. Hope that i have become more mature and braver to face all the difficulties ahead.
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I can still remember the day(3rd Mar) that i am going onboard my 2nd ship OOCL CHICAGO, i was pretty nervous and realli she bu de of leaving my family and frienz. I knew that everytime i was away, i will lose something, something that is realli important to me but what can i do? I have to finish my attachment or should i choose to drop my course. Since i have should this path so i wanted to complete it no matter what. Something that is fated to be yrs ,you wont lose it, if it's not then jus have to face it lo. am i rite? I did lost something important when i was away but i gained something too. I have learned alot of things, not just academically and also emotionally~ things about life. Some of my friend said that i have changed when i am back and what i wanted to say is that "human do change", i have to change as all my surrounding ppl and things have changed and i know that i cannot remain the same anymore. However i believe that no matter how much a person changed the true self remains. Next time i will introduce u all a book that my chief engineer lend me, it is about changes of life and how changes can be good too. Frankly speaking,if i have the choice of choosing again, i will drop my course. During the 8 months onboard, it is realli boring and everyday is working and sleep , nothing else. Yaya, kanna scolding also, as u all shld noe bahz i quite blur sometime and always did make mistake and get scolded lo. People onboard the ship is "deep", realli deep, you dun noe what they are thinking about and it is hard to understand them. He can say that u are good infront of u but saying bad things of u at your back. For me, i dun realli care about all these but i just dun understand why should a person do that, why can't people be trueful. I like you and i treat u good and not like i treat u good but i dun like you and i will hurt u at your back. haha.. adult world is confusing, my chief mate always teach me how to read a person, how to read the middle line of the things the person say and noe what he realli means. He said that i must learn all these so that i can survive in this world, people can be simple in your age but when they get older and when they needed to step on you to get promote, they can do anything to achieve what they wan. Inorder not to become victim is to be low profile and understand every meaning a person is hinting you. Haha.. quite chim hor, haiz... i dun realli care la , i am myself, i will treat a person good when i like the person if i dun like the person i will just walk away. Just follow your heart and dun act is the best. Now i looked back, haha, 8 months can pass so fast oso. My poor junior cadet Ah gui and Li still got aleast half yr to go. Anway, i will jio them out when the next call Singapore PSA Port .
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Actually wanted to say my 8 months story here but then what past has past lo ....
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-> Some Pics that i took these few months onboard :